Blogger for Android

Testing out this blogger app for Android, seems pretty cool.

         This way, I could rant all day I want! Haha
Christmas is just around the corner but I'm yet to buy presents for my nieces and nephews.

Sale Season Is My Kryptonite

Online Shopping.


Sucks if you don't know the way around it.
Amazing if you are one lazy bastard like me.

The more I buy the more discounts they give me. Yeay for my bank, Nay for my tummy to taste good expensive foods. Because right now, I'm pretty broke.

So I Wanted To Be A Zookeeper

So currently I have stopped flying altogether while trying to figure out what is the next step, because everyone knows how much I hate flying.

                  So, I looked into what I love most, animals, so first option is to be a Vet, I don't like the idea of cutting animals tho :( even if it means to save them, I'm not sure if I can handle the pressure. So the second option is the Zookeeper, which is, well, minimum wage and lots of labour work. Knowing myself, I probably give up after the first day.


So I'm looking into something else, something that may doesn't require the fate of lives in my hands, and doesn't kill my back, but I still want to work at a Zoo, or preferably something similar, conservation centres or something.

Its time for me to do more research on this, its time for me to find myself.

Good God Stupidity Is Infectious.

People are stupid sometimes, that is all I have got to say....
                No I'm not done yet. For an instance, I don't know why people think its funny to tell a story like this :

I woke up > I fapped > I broke my penis > went to the hospital > nurse sucked my dick > oh and I'm so funny.

Fucking retarded, what I love about blogging is that its not limited to 140 words! Love it! I should do this more often.

 I hate posting a few entries at a time so I'm just gonna jumble everything up in here.

                     The thing about stupidity is, it doesn't matter who you are, you can be President Bush or an engineer, but when you're stupid, you're stupid.
       My point is, I have stupid engineer here in the company I'm working at, maybe that's why he's working in this company in the first place, because altogether no matter how you see it, this company is pretty retarded.

Wow I can be a complete bitch sometimes. Oh excuse the grammar mistakes, I have not been in school for 3 years and no its not a lame excuse thank you very much.

I read that recently Farid Kamil got married, not much to look forward to in life now issit?



                 

The Secrets Of The World

I'm on my random impulses to write blog entries again.
                           Of course it will not be a happy entry, I don't think any of the entries are happy ones. They are all depressing, I can't remember when I'm not depressed. Isn't that depressing? And disturbing?

           But whatever, like I have always been, figuring out what I want in life is the biggest worry. I think I have too much of egos to be unsuccessful, people expect a lot from me, but whats even more, I expect a lot from myself.



                           Its compelling how some people know what they want to be ever since they were kids and to actually achieve those dreams.
 If only I have such ambitions.

Then again, all fingers are pointing at me, I should be doing something about it, but I'm not. I require aspirations a little bit of push maybe.

   Funny how I thought I would have figured it all out by now......but things are not really working in my favour.

Life, where are you taking me?

Flight Feathers

20, at a point of age where you really realise time is not turning back. Well to me at least.

  Time is a mysterious thing, the future feels so far away, the present seems to be moving so slow, and the past was just a blink of an eye.

I would never thought I would regret anything in life, but now I do, I regret a lot of things, I realised I have taken too many things for granted. There's no way back, self pity is the only thing I could abide myself into in order to put up with the frustration. Clearly that didn't help.

Seeing my nieces and nephew growing up so fast made me worry of them making the same mistakes I did. But I guess success comes with lots of failures, life teaches you new things everyday, bad and good things. I guess what I'm trying to imply is try to avoid mistakes, but if you did some mistakes, don't succumb and abdicate your life's dreams and goals. Try to see the positive side of those mistakes, and face the facts with an audacious heart yet an apparent mind.

 So future mistakes, I'm embracing you, with half-opened arms.

I Learned From The Best

Somehow I kept on playing this song over and over again, always had a special taste on Whitney's. Life has been quite the roller coaster for me, a roller coaster that is heading towards the ground and going to crash into it soon.

    When you're about to lose everything in life you tend to appreciate everything around you, every little things, because then, every single thing is valuable to you.

Like a human that I am, i searched for God when everything went pitch black, now I'm still praying for a ray of light to shine upon me, a miracle if you may, I am at the lowest point of my life.

     Its the beginning of 2012 and I'm already giving up. Sometimes i feel life is not worth it at all. I tried to remember when was the last time I was happy, I mean like genuinely happy, like nothing could ever go wrong, there were none, possibly I was too young to remember.

What it seems to be an happy ending was just a good dream, and i hope that dream will be a reality someday.