20, at a point of age where you really realise time is not turning back. Well to me at least.
Time is a mysterious thing, the future feels so far away, the present seems to be moving so slow, and the past was just a blink of an eye.
I would never thought I would regret anything in life, but now I do, I regret a lot of things, I realised I have taken too many things for granted. There's no way back, self pity is the only thing I could abide myself into in order to put up with the frustration. Clearly that didn't help.
Seeing my nieces and nephew growing up so fast made me worry of them making the same mistakes I did. But I guess success comes with lots of failures, life teaches you new things everyday, bad and good things. I guess what I'm trying to imply is try to avoid mistakes, but if you did some mistakes, don't succumb and abdicate your life's dreams and goals. Try to see the positive side of those mistakes, and face the facts with an audacious heart yet an apparent mind.
So future mistakes, I'm embracing you, with half-opened arms.
Sunday, January 22, 2012
Saturday, January 21, 2012
I Learned From The Best
Somehow I kept on playing this song over and over again, always had a special taste on Whitney's. Life has been quite the roller coaster for me, a roller coaster that is heading towards the ground and going to crash into it soon.
When you're about to lose everything in life you tend to appreciate everything around you, every little things, because then, every single thing is valuable to you.
Like a human that I am, i searched for God when everything went pitch black, now I'm still praying for a ray of light to shine upon me, a miracle if you may, I am at the lowest point of my life.
Its the beginning of 2012 and I'm already giving up. Sometimes i feel life is not worth it at all. I tried to remember when was the last time I was happy, I mean like genuinely happy, like nothing could ever go wrong, there were none, possibly I was too young to remember.
What it seems to be an happy ending was just a good dream, and i hope that dream will be a reality someday.
When you're about to lose everything in life you tend to appreciate everything around you, every little things, because then, every single thing is valuable to you.
Like a human that I am, i searched for God when everything went pitch black, now I'm still praying for a ray of light to shine upon me, a miracle if you may, I am at the lowest point of my life.
Its the beginning of 2012 and I'm already giving up. Sometimes i feel life is not worth it at all. I tried to remember when was the last time I was happy, I mean like genuinely happy, like nothing could ever go wrong, there were none, possibly I was too young to remember.
What it seems to be an happy ending was just a good dream, and i hope that dream will be a reality someday.
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